..my mask!..

I once made a mask for myself

So colorful, so bright filled with ecstasy

No one knows but myself

Everyday I face the agony

Beneath the colorful surface

Lies the darkest phase

Beneath the widest smiles are tears

Beneath the calmness is fear

Beneath the joy is sorrow

Will there still tomorrow?

Beneath the laugher is sadness

Still, its noiseless

They laugh the hardest

While I cry the easiest

Still they don’t know

But I always know

After a long time wearing this

It never came upon me yet

To remove this mask

Not now..not tomorrow..

But someday……